* Talking to Mama2tone on the phone the other day, I found myself wondering how a woman who was educated by Nuns and goes to Church regularly can use the Lord’s Name in vain as much as she does.
* Preparing for the week, and going over our plans, I realized how little theMan and I actually do together anymore. We’ve come to a point in our lives, where he’s satisfied with life, content with hanging out at home, while me, on the other hand, remains restless and in search of something to re-ignite that fire in me.
* Had lunch with Obamakin this week, where we spent most of the hour talking about his own man problems. But as I tell my friends often, I am the last one to ask for relationship advice, given my own track record. For me, each person and relationship is different. The only real advice one can give in the end is - when in doubt, pause. Better to step back and clear your head than to make rash decision you’ll regret later. As for Obamakin, he’ll be okay - guys like him don’t have any problems finding new men.
* Sitting in a department meeting the other day at SIC, I kept thinking how out of step much of Corporate America is. Companies like SIC have become as big and bloated as the Government, with too many people with titles and not enough people actually doing something. In an age where everything is happening at a faster pace, Corporate America (hello GMC, Ford) plods along as if its on a Sunday drive. Until Corporate America reshapes the way it does business, the rest of the World will continue to profit at our expense.
* Got a phone call from Flipboy who will be back in Boston again this week. He wants to hang out, which I’m reluctant about given our history. But then again, nothing else is going on these days and he might be just what I need to snap me out of this fog. Maybe I’ll bring him to the fundraiser CashMoney is planning - to help deal with seeing AngelEyez for first time in years.
* Went rollerblading one morning this weekend for the first time this season. After working out some kinks, catching my wind and settling my racing heart, it actually turned into a pretty nice ride. Listening to my tunes, the trek from Harvard Square to MGH went fairly smoothly - given there were few people out due to the cold and drizzly. It felt good to get out after a winter of being caged in. Maybe next time the Sun will be out.
* Finished the weekend catching up on my sleep and going out mostly. Friday night, I went by Machine which was cool after I did another Kiss-and-Run with some guy I met. On Saturday night, I was more subdued and ended up hanging out with one of my buddies - Kman - who has a new “friend” who I can only call Yummie. We smoke some weed where I couldn’t keep my eyes off the slender sex-pot as I was thinking to myself “Great - another temptation.”
* Yesterday, LordVader sent one of his peons to deliever a CD he made for me which I ended up listening to at my desk. It started with his usual catty remarks before moving into the music. As I listened, I could only imagine who he was “doing” at the time he was recording. The Dark One's subtle way of trying to play mind games with me. Afterwards, I did what I did with the other CDs - locked in my desk drawer. Someday they may be worth something.
* Had a dream about PrettyEyez the other night, which was unsettling since I've done my best to avoid him and not think about him. I guess ignoring him isn't going to get it done.
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